Today my life is all about putting things off. I've never really had this problem until this year. I have always been really great about doing things on time and even early so they don't come back to bite me in the ass later. But not this year, oh no. I wait until the last minute to do something and then I COMPLETELY regret it later. I just feel so unmotivated, I mean what's the rush for? I want to be able to do things when my mind is ready to, not when someone else wants me to do something. I've also decided that one day I want to be able to work when I want to, not when someone else tells me to. Tomorrow night is a bar crawl, the first one I would have been able to go to since my 21st birthday, but who will be working until midnight? oh yeah, that would be me. There will be no drinking that night for me... because I will be at starbucks serving all of the well-to-do people their precious lattes. Well, oh well I have to pay off my new car somehow right? (yes I have a "new" car, a 2006 chevy cobalt)
Heres a picture for you.

So anyways, I will apparently have to work for the rest of my life only to pay off my loans from college (yeah!) and from grad school (I love it) and from my car.... (joy...)
So back to me procrastinating. So far today I have put off:
1. buying glasses (who wants to do that?)
2. going to gym (I will go.... i just don't really want to)
3. working on any homework (sorry Stadt, I'm just not in the mood for HTML)
4. taking a shower (I know, kinda gross)
I'm sure there are things that my mind has suppressed so much that I don't even remember that I don't want to do them. Maybe once it gets warm outside I'll feel more motivated to do things. But until that happens I guess I'll just slack and sit around.
Bonus: Tonight is Greys Night! So that means more slacking and not doing school work!
I think I'll go take a nap.
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